Go Ahead

I’m done curling up in a ball!

Sasi N.
1 min readDec 2, 2023
Image of a woman walking away, long hair, black outfit, black purse, heading towards stairs. This might be an underground subway or train station.
Photo by Filip Mroz on Unsplash

Go ahead, be rude,
You can raise your voice as loud as you could,
Go ahead, be unpredictable,
We both know part of you is troubled.

Go ahead, criticize,
Threaten and demoralize,
Go ahead, be inappropriate,
You are good at being inconsiderate.

Go ahead, invade my space,
Minimize me in front of my face,
Go ahead, shower me with compliments,
I’m used to your superficial sentiments.

Go ahead, project your frustration,
As if I were your live-in servant,
Go ahead, brag about your glory,
We both know that’s only one side of the story.

Go ahead, be untouchable,
You can make manipulation sound magical,
Go ahead, be unfair,
Most of the time you just pretend to care.

100 good days,
1 bad day washes it all away,
Everyone else walks on eggshells,
Anticipating the next D Day from hell.

I’m done curling up in a ball,
I’ll stay tall even if the sky falls,
Go ahead with any shade of your personality,
Many might find you trustworthy, but not me.

-- December 1, 2023

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Sasi N.

A human, artist, heart-centered photographer, Reiki believer, & humble student, showing up and saying things I was not able to express before.